PEACE

Killing me softly with thine own heart

Time sits still in your presence

Imagination can't imagine us tearing apart

And now I don't know what hate is.

I can't see anything getting worst

Because I can't see anything getting bad

Feeling blessed even when some say I am cursed

And now I don't know what pain is.

Tears that never cry for joy 

Now cry rivers of happiness for you

Innocence I never felt since I was a boy

And now I don't know what sadness is

Longing for your presence in darkness

Feeling secure around my enemies

Never doubting for a minute your farness

And now I don't know what fear is.

Could this be.....................?

Yes it got to be..................?

I can't believe you gave me....................

PEACE

What If

If God was to let me down, tell me how will I pick you up?

If the enemy never attacked me, how could I tell you where I've been?

If the Holy Spirit never opened my eyes, could I tell you I've seen something?

And how could I say you can beat this, when I've never sinned? 

If I moved too much, could I know that he is God?

And if the bulbs busted under my feet, how would I know the path?

If someone hadn't given to me, do you think I would give to you?

And what if no one had ever dropped my heart of glass.

Tell me if there were no pieces, how would God mend them together?

Would I trust him if I was already complete and one?

Tell me would you be the one who would die for me?

Or better yet would you be the one to give me your son? 

If he hadn't done all this, do you think I would write anything at all?

I don't think I would because without him........I would fall. 

The Forgotten Fathers Clothes

The shoes that has been worn down by the oppression of a mother and son

Now fits the son perfectly with the understanding of the word "perfect".

Tying his shoes he realizes that his father is not

While he struggles in his life as a father to become a better one.

The pants that has been worn down by the oppression of a mother and son

Now fits the son perfectly with the understanding of the word "labor".

Zipping the pants he realizes that his father worked life the best he could

While he works his own with the mistakes that can't be undone.

The shirt that has been worn down by the oppression of a mother and son 

Now fits the son perfectly with the understanding of the word "happiness"

Buttoning up the shirt he realizes his father only seeks his own.

Now in finding his ,he realizes the expectation of everyone.

The hat that has been worn down by the oppression of a mother and son

Now fits the son perfectly with the understanding of the word "greater" 

Putting on the hat he realizes that no father wants their son to be like them

As he so desperately tries to lift his child to the sun. 

Love Amnesia

Trying to remember a time that never was but was.....with you
Lady I have a question that will make my sky blue
And I know it may seem like a pick up line out my shoe
Something that feel so right, pure and true when I say
"I'm Sorry do I know you?"

You smiled at me like you known me for years
Like I been there for ever last one of your tears
Though I'm not sure where all those tears may land
All I can see is the last tear in my hand

I looked down and saw eternity on your finger
And questioned in my mind what destiny came to bring her
Then you lifted up my hand for me to see
That eternity was you and destiny was me

Lady what you shown me feel so real
To the point I can't deny in my heart what I feel
Just answer this one question and I know it will be true
I just wanna know "I'm Sorry do I know you?"

PDA (The Usher of Worship)

She watched as you kissed me from the sky.

Caress your hands around me to keep me safe.

Whispering words in my ear, only I could hear.

My eyes were only focused on you.

She smiled as we walked together in the sand.

Telling you I would never let you go.

Constantly seeking you for the answers.

Because I believed you were always right.

She cried when she found out you died for me.

Cried even more when she found out you died for her.

She couldn't take it anymore as she fell down on both knees.

And asked could you feel for her the same you did for me..... 

I watched as you kissed her from the sky.

Caress your hands around her to keep her safe.

Whispering words in her ear, only she could hear.

Her eyes were only focused on you. 

PDA

 

Deeper

Let your holy spirit surround me like waves from the ocean

As I make the choice to go deeper in you.

Amazed by your beautiful creations, small and big.

Like dancing angels who have no desire for air

...........Take me deeper Lord

Your light begins to fade, yet still I can see

The defeat of battle of those who fought against you

Colder it gets and pressure begins to break me

Yet your presence is still here

.............Take me deeper Lord

Darkness is all around and the feel of your presence is gone

But I have faith that your still there

My body is shattered and all I have is my spirit

I'm going to find you no matter how long it takes

And if so happens I reach the bottom and your not there

I won't stop believing in you and questioning why.

Just turn around and go deeper in you Lord

Till I reach the end of the sky. 

............Either way........TAKE ME DEEPER LORD!!!

The Strength To Not Love Her

Give me the strength

To let go of her hand

That I can't help but hold

Even when her hand is cold

Give me the strength

To take back my heart

That she keep locked among many cages

of men who loved her through the ages

Give me the strength

To take back my worry

For I care not who she is with

Long as they treat her like a gift

Give me the strength

To take back my life

For I hold a future that doesn't exist

with a wife and child as part of the list

Give me the strength

Or take away the pain

Toss me to the wind

Where my body won't break or bend

Cause every time I think it's over

I see her face and love floods back in

And all these emotions begin to stir

........So I'm begging you please, give me the strength to not love her.

 

Forgiveness

You left me in the cold and darkness

or maybe you pushed me into the light and left yourself in the darkness.

Either way...........you left me.

In my mind I judged you as criminal heartbreaker

I'd put my hand on the bible and said I would say the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.

But when they asked me did I love you and I told them no, my nose grew, my hair curled, and my eyes swung to the left.

But accepting Christ meant that I had to

For you have never asked the Lord to forgive you and he said he'll think about it in two weeks.

He forgets, he forgives, and he loves.

There should be no time for forgiveness and putting forgiveness along with healing is confusion, for they are not the same.

So now in my mind and in my heart you are judged with.......nothing

I do not know what we had.

All I know is our friendship.

Now I can finally say three words that will hopefully bring peace to both of us...........I FORGIVE YOU!

Now as my broken heart heals, I sit here confused because I don't know who broke it.

All I know is that whoever broke it that hard must have loved it that much, and broke my heart so God could love me more. 

WELCOME IN

Welcome to your home Lord

That you have placed in my control

I cleaned the living room & kitchen for you

Washed every dish from spoon to bowl.

Cleaned up the yard, but still needs more work

Just say the word and I will be outside

Sprayed and prayed the house up and down

Give no room for bugs or bad spirits to hide

No need to ask to come in the bedroom

No door in this house for you is never closed

Don't want to kidnap you, but I don't want you to leave

In this house I want your spirit to always flow.

So please lay down on your bed, or sit on your couch

Use your bathroom or eat from your fridge

Watch over your children and eat at your table

And I will greet you always.......WELCOME IN!!!!